Monday, August 30, 2010

True Love

One of my friends told me that she does not believe in true love...anymore haha. Nung mga nakaraang araw daw, oo pa. Pero ngayon hindi na. Hay... Di ko alam na sasang ayon ako until recently. Tama, hindi totoo ang true love.
Ang dami ko ng pimples at ito ay dahil napupuyat ako sa kakaisip sa yo. Tapos, ngyon, paranoid naman dahil i know you are keeping secrets from me. I can feel it in my bones. I know that you are hiding something.
Madali naman akong kausap. All you needed to do is to tell me na...na...you...hay, i cant even write it down. That is how much it hurts. Just the thought of you not telling me everything, it hurts!
Another harsh reality; those that we cant live without, can live without us.
(again,kwento mo to.bawal ang name dropping)

Sunday, August 29, 2010

Sadista

I was doing perfectly fine in my own world. Tapos dadating ka. Ok lang sana kung wala kang ginawang problema, pero meron, meron, meron!
Sanay na akong ang crush lang ay ang mga artistang lumalabas sa tv. Sanay na ko na ang nagugustuhan lang e yung mga idol kong singers. Tapos ito ka..magbabalik after 10 heart years...
Isa lang naman ang sagot dito: time and space.
If absence can make the heart go fonder, it can also make the heart forget. Just like 2 years ago. Nakalimutan ko ang crush kong superior ko kasi nagkalayo kami. I know, ito din ang solusyon sa problemang ito.
I just hate this feeling. Sobrang paranoid. Feeling ko kasi e hindi ka nagsasabi ng totoo.
Nakakatawa lang, kasi alam ko na ala namang epekto sa yo ang mga pangyayari. Clueless ka kaya di mo alam na nakakasakit ka na! Anything that you say or do affects me. Lalo na pag di paborable sa kin ang mga ito.
I know, makaka move on din ako. Kailangan lang ng tamang mindset. Pasasaan bat dadating din ang panahon na tatawanan ko nalang tong kalokohan ko sa yo. Aja!
(Ito po ay istorya mo. Kung magcocomment, bawal ang mag name drop hahaha)

Harsh Reality

You can close your eyes if there are things you dont want to see,but you can never protect your heart from the things you dont want to feel. Ouch!
This was a text message i received from a friend. Nakakainis. Sapul na sapul lng.
Kahapon ko pa pinag iispan/pinagpaplanuhan kung pano wag maapektuhan sa mga bagay bagay. Kung pede lang na magkaron ng on and off switch ang puso,sobrang helpful nito para pag alam mo na masasaktan ka sa mga nakikita o makikita mo, just push the off button and you will free yourself of the pain. The problem is, alang ganun. So ala kang choice kundi maramdaman ang mga bagay n pilit mong iniiwasan. If only the heart wont beat for the person who is causing all that pain. If only ...

Thursday, August 26, 2010

It Is Now:The Journey of the Broken Hearted

Hmmm..i know that i promised to post some of pictures from our recent trip to Malaysia and Thailand. But at this point in time, let me address the prevailing issue/s that me and my friends need to face; and that is Landing on one's feet.
You by now do have the idea of what i am talking about. If not, please refer to the title of this entry and i do hope that you will be able to discern what it is haha!
An epidemic had been disturbing my closest friends.
The scienfific name of the virus: broken heartus masakitus!haha